I find myself needing to speak even with my voice shaking.  My fear is that it will turn from shaking to quaking with anger.  Last week I realized that my fear of using "my voice" arises from the fear that others will hear, that words, my words are powerful and I fear the repercussions of them. 

It's ironic that my last post, from 4 months ago, was about using my voice, not cowering to the fear, and yet here I am feeling frustrated, afraid, and angry.  The truth is that I am afraid of my own power.

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Unknown said…
Some things are worth talking about, even when they're scary, and especially if they make us angry. But it isn't easy. Praying for you.
revhipchick said…
thank you Martha, i greatly appreciate your prayers.

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