I find myself needing to speak even with my voice shaking. My fear is that it will turn from shaking to quaking with anger. Last week I realized that my fear of using "my voice" arises from the fear that others will hear, that words, my words are powerful and I fear the repercussions of them.
It's ironic that my last post, from 4 months ago, was about using my voice, not cowering to the fear, and yet here I am feeling frustrated, afraid, and angry. The truth is that I am afraid of my own power.